Recent update

It has been really long since last time i update my blog. Maybe you are wondering am i still dancing? Yeah, I am still dancing....

We got 6th placing in A&C compeition Ballroom Novice event. What a bonus for us! :D
last time after A&C competition, we rest for a little while, then continue dancing. People said when u rest too much, the passion will be gone. Dunno is it happen to both of us now as I can't feel my patner's passion anymore. Last time I used to dance hard as everyday I felt my patner's passion and the hardworking of him. Well, financial problem actually made us can't really focus much on dancing. Haihz...

I still love dancing...really love . Well, I have left nothing to focus on....Now my life is all dancing only...I really can't imagine if there is one day I need to give up on dancing. What will I become? I no longer go back to what I have used to belongs previously. Every time I think of it, I shivered, oh God, it would be the end of my life! (=_=""")

Somehow recently I am very down....I found that I had forgot the feeling of happy, forgot the way to smile. I think my face is gonna to be very very ugly and fierce.
:-s Ish, what had happen? There is some changes in our studio recently. Our group competitor class had combined with another competitor class; Derek and Stephany decided to stop dancing for some time, dunno when will they be coming back; Friendship between Brenda and us seems like different from previously.

Uncle Alex and Carmen are treating us very good, felt guilty and ashamed on myself that I din practice hard. Last time we use to be improve very fast and look importance in every competition, now.......few days ago we even forgot our routine.
:( very sad very sad.............

Dunno when can get rid of these symptoms ler??? I still remember Harry said Penang we aim for Pre Am event. I want to become a good dancer. I told myself, not to waste time anymore in studio, practice whenever got chance! Now I have to appreciate got Harry fetch me to studio, next time it won't be that easy for me to go to studio coz I have to take bus and change different transports a few times only can get to there..somemore take 2++ hours. :(( I am stressful about financial problem but if I make use all the time I have in studio I am not wasting the money isn't it? So work hard work hard.. gambatte kah yee!